It is funny a lot of things can happen to me in just one day. I used to be an ambitious person. I know what I want but lately I realize I'm not the same person I used to be. I don't even know who am I anymore.
I lost in state of changes. I felt all alone despite people see me smiling and having fun but deeply I felt all alone. I just don't know what to do. I've trouble people around me enough, they have their own trouble that do not need me to mess up their head.
I've felt being abandoned by the one that is close to me, I got no where to turn to but I tried to be strong and change the way I think. All I need some attention to show that you are care.Must I tell you that. Even how strong I may look, I'm still a normal human being who own a fragile heart. Where did it go wrong? Are you the person that I thought you are? Do you really understand me?
I thought dream is as nice as what I hope for it is. But the truth is, reality is bitter.It had shaken up my faith. I'm too blind that I don't know what is diamond and what is glass. Enough for once for playing my emotion. Why must I have this tears of suffering.Please let me know that you are right there by my side. For once please try to reach for me. Don't let me tremble in this cruel there.
