KARMA

Life can be so cruel sometimes but that is the challenge that you will have to face.. And one of it is to have to belief on someone u take and cre just like family turn out to be a fraud who just want to make use of you.. I know the pain it really hurts.

As time goes by i still can accept that i've been used but to hear rumors of smeting which you know will bring damage makes me become a monster that i dont know where does it came from. or maybe i know but i just dont want to listen or sees it.

I just dont understand with some people out there.. I dont even bother them why must you disturb my peace of mind.. Is it that good to talk about people.. Doest it give you any calmness??I'm not saying that i'm a saint because sometimes i do talk but that is when i'm mad to the max..i just dont understand with this people..

I guess its best for everyone just respect an individual rights.. you can talk about them but please.. i beg please dont cross your line. Dont create harm to people life as if you belief in KARMA what goes around comes around.

Diam tak diam dah sebulan aku berkerja di Travel Agency ni.. Syarikat ini adalah satu brand yang terkemuka dan boleh dikatakan diseluruh dunia.Mase mula-mula pergi interview aku dapat merasakan yang aku takkan dapat.. Mane tak banyak dugaan betul nak pegi interview kena gerak pukul 8 pagi dari melaka dah sampai sana time tu baru la nak terpelecok sampai kasut aku rosak hai apelah nasib..

Tapi bile dah confirm aku sangat gembira siap tolong recommend kawan baik aku sekali..Cume...

Sungguh aku tak sangka berkerja di bidang tourisme ni memeningkan kepala lebih-lebih lagi di bahagian booking and ticketing..Hish..Stress walaupun hanya receptionist di sini tapi boleh jadi gler aku..Pa now I know y you always tension.

Akan tetapi ada banyak hikmahnya,banyak yang ku pelajari dengan ragam manusia ni.. kadang-kadang rasa seperti main dinner dash version realiti dan dalam bidang pelancongan.He3...:)

Aku harap aku dapat bertahan kerana ini barulah permulaan bagiku. Masih banyak yang perlu dihadapi di masa depan kelak.

Asam Garam Hidup

Hidup ini sukar buat aku rase down.. Tapi bru-bru ini ble keseorangan aku rase sangat sunyi... aku rase sangat terkilan kerana yang mencari aku hanya nak menggunakan aku.. Jarang sekali deringan telefon aku untuk kegembiraan aku..Lebih-lebih lg waktu harijadiku hanya yang rapat sahaja akan mengingatinya....

Namun aku bersyukur kepada-Nya kerana ada mereka yang masih mengingati diriku ini..Kadanga kala aku jeles gak pada kawan-kawan ku yang dah berteman kerana aku masih lagi keseorangan seperti dulu.. Tapi mungkin ada hikmahnya begini.

Selama tiga tahun di Melaka telah bertambah asam garam hidupku.. hye banyak sungguh ragam manusia ni.. Aku sendiri pun bukan perfect tapi kadangkala mereka boleh menjatuhkan semangat kite tanpa disedari dan kite menjadi orang yang dibenci.

Putaran & Penantian Hidup

Hidup ini...ibarat roda yang berputar..adakala di atas adakalanya di bawah.. dan alangkah bagusnya jika realiti hidup ini seindah fantasi.. namun aku berharap suatu hari nanti takdir hidupku berubah dan fantasi hidup ini menjadi kenyataan.. Hai sang putera idaman bilakah kamu akan muncul dan melenyapkan segala resah dan gundah di hati ini..

Hari yang terus membeku

Sudah agak lame sejak aku menulis...Kini aku dapat rasakan hatiku telah kembali membeku menjadi keras.. tetapi aku bimbang jika ia terus keras adakah aku akan kembali terluka suatu hari nanti.. Tetapi masa hadapan adalah sesuatu yang kita tidak pasti. Setiap jalan yang dipilih pasti ada risikonya aku hanya mampu bangun dan terus bangun dan menghadapi segala risiko yang mungkin di jalan yang telah aku pilih. Aku berharap agar jalan yang ku pilih ini dilimpahi rahmat dari-NYA dan dikurniakan rezeki..

WHY???

Its true i guess when people say love takes time to heal... Till now i have not found the right solution to straight myself back. God plz help and guide me in the path i choose.

The Road

My life have been goin up and down the person who is close to me is getting far.. I've been walking along a road which i think i'm alone... I don't know whether i've choose the rite path or vice versa. but life without risk is bored this what people says..

Along this road i've made some friends and loose some but life must go on no matter what. The risk is what i must cope with for a better life.I hope my future will be better and brighter.

LIFE....

Hari ni genap la setengah bulan aku bekerja di Bukit Aman...Tapi temporary je.. Walaupun sementara aku telah berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan baru

Sepanjang tempoh ini juga telah banyak yang ku lalui.. Dugaan darinya sangat la besar aku berharap aku dapat melalui saat getir ini dengan sabar dan tabah..

Dengan kehadiran rakan-rakan baikkku insyaallah aku boleh melaluinya.

Dead and gone

People change but sometimes its for good... I've turn myself to someone i barely knew. I just can't change back to the old me. Just like the Justin and T.I song, dead and gone.

I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

Part of the Lyric
Dead and Gone by Justin Timberlake/T.I

Colours of Life

A lot have happen since i last wrote.. Now that i learn love takes time to heal and i need to learn to let go of something that does no ment for me... For this reason also i learn to know who is my true friend.

At the same time, I learn the it is hard to fullfil others hope but when come to think would they do the same i did for them in future??? whatever it is life is full of spices that need us to get through in order for our future.

Heartache

I learned that when you became attach and dependable to someone it will be a heartache when that person walk away from your life...

It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down.It ain't right with love to share
When you find he doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late

Listen to this song makes me feel I need to come back to the reality of life

Nasib...

Hidup ini kadang kala sukar dimengerti. Ape yang disangka kadang kala bukannye betul. Kadang kala aku tertanya mengapa aku jadi begini. Sejak 2 tahun di alam universiti telah banyak aku belajar. Tapi mengapa aku masih tidak dapat belajar dari kesilapan aku. Ya memang di akui not everybody is perfect tetapi aku perlukan pembaharuan.Kadangkala terasa diri ini seperti tidak berguna, seperti aku ni tak wujud di pandangan mata orang walaupun di depan si dia yang ku sukai.. hmm.. mungkin dia bukan takdirku